Eating My Feelings

Because I was backed up with discourse, somewhere after an hour and 20 minutes I do recaps from this past week”s Raw and NXT.. I will do a bonus podcast with other limited recaps but first hour or so is before I went to open mic and wondering if I would have to deal with a mental battle trying to get out of the house and wondering if it would be canceled if I got there, some mental health stuff, life intimating art and art imitating life-disconnect between regular ppl and public figures-the left purposely destroying itself-older cogs shitting on newer cogs who do their initiations online while old cogs did it behind the scenes to be allowed to be famous-people being students of the game while I was home schooled-when taking a break from political discourse mental illness irrational stuff pile up and how social climbers will tolerate toxic shit to remain relevant-cloning-Sidney Sweeney discourse-Lil Uzi storyline-Nancy Mace being a character-fake left need more anti Zohran sentiment to make him a victim-manufacturing consent-race being discussed within wrestling circles and how limited it is and how regressive rebrands happening in modern era-Westside Gunn vs WWE-more on booking online discourse-taking Ozempic has limited my hunger where Im not eating feelings so I had to confront irrational thoughts-ended up going to open mic-debating how many people Ive pissed off-trolls putting paranoia in me-watching Sopranos annoys ppl because it was a discourse free show compared to marketing now-doing the podcast the way I want-not wanting to do sports entertainment-delegation members discrediting their communities-selling drama as art-underground artists who force politics in their art have become parodies-what is gangster-comedy-cogs taking L’s-system sending future enemies-too old to compete over women-being social has me riding high until it goes back into being irrational and knowing when to limit social interaction-taking mental notes of small detail-avoiding trying to be edgy-Rory past tweets-ppl taking tv shows too seriously-how ppl are giving into right wing conspiracies-Stern Show discourse-Dreams-Melyssa Ford vs Joe Budden-Max B released-promoting anti Semitism storylines-Nikki Glaser on SNL-celeb discourse-new music Ive listened to-Ridge Holland discourse-Santana losing TNA title already-AEW vs Nixon/Alize-bad faith characters being promoted-dumbing Vince down-Gig Dolan bullied-WWE and Scotia Bank Arena-HHH vs MVP-Eddie Guerrero 20th anniversary -government shutdown over and Dems caving in-Trump Al Qaeda-Hasan in China-ppl defending other fundamentalist leaders because the west is bad-ANTIFA probe-Epstein discourse turning into ppl defending vile stuff and turning it into gay fan fiction and other political discourse