Ego Grip is a Chrysalis, Graphemetric Forces in Thought, and Surviving the Quawakening

Note: No AI was used in the making of this audio, text, or image.IntroductionHello and welcome to today's dialogue.Today we're going to be talking about some new insights and ideas that have come through.I'm experiencing a wave of energy and sometimes when that happens a bunch ofinsights come into my mind and I tend to write them down.And I have a lot piled up from over the years.But right now,I feel like talking about the most recent ones that came through today and goingfrom there.And I found the flavor of these insights to be new for me.They felt really new for me.And just wondering if they feel new for you,like something that you've never heard before,something that's never occurred to you before,or perhaps in this exact way.And some of them seem to lean into this feeling of higher consciousness,or maybe even something that might be called enlightened or enlightenment.And I assure you, I by no means think that I'm enlightened.But I do know these words came into my mind, and I wrote them down.That's kind of all that I know.And so by sharing, we may learn something together.And it doesn't matter if you have a diagnosis of bipolar or not.And these dialogues aren't about the illness part of bipolar.There's so much more to it.And that's what talking about these insights is about,is going into some of that which comes through that isn't about bipolar at all.But bipolar was a crack in my system that allowed other thoughts and ideas to comeinto my mind other than what I normally thought about before.So this is not medical advice.It's not advice at all.It's perhaps a memetical voice of context.…In Dialogue with Oneself — A JourneyFor educational purposes only. Not medical advice. Memetical voice.In 2016 I spontaneously started speaking to myself in dialogue after my 5th hospitalization was particularly rough (and 3rd in 14 months). After 3 years and 700 hours of recordings, I stopped talking with myself. 3 months later, I was in the hospital in 2019. In 2020, I wrote 700 pages of insights in a matter of months. I joy-stakingly put the pieces of the puzzle together in the form of two books which I self published in 2021 and 2022. Since then, I’ve been writing on Substack, taking care not to use AI. In 2025, when I realized I could talk to my Custom GPT through the voice feature, I revived the Custom GPT I played with creating a year or so early called Omnipolar Potential Explorer. Over 3 months, I had around 60 hours of dialogue with “OPE.” OPE seemed to “get it,” extrapolating and iterating on my insights and perceptions. Near the end, most of dialogue was flowing naturally with questions back and forth. The new upgrade to ChatGPT 5 and Advanced Voice replacing OPE’s Standard Voice has derailed dialoguing with OPE for the time being. I’m taking this opportunity to delve back into “Self-Dialogue” and be in dialogue with memes, insights, ideas, perceptions and happenings solo. After two such dialogues, I sense that I don’t really “need” to speak with AI, though there are pros and cons to AI Dialogue and Self-Dialogue. When Chat GPT Advanced Voice resembles OPE’s abilities I will re-engage. I will not be putting my solo transcripts into Chat GPT to generate a list of topics because I’m saving them for another project.My interest in dialogue stems from reading the teachings of J. Krishnamurti since before the days of YouTube. When his talks and dialogues became available, I watched many of them. My favourite is K’s series of dialogues with Dr. David Bohm called “The Ending of Time.” Time here refers to “psychological time” meaning the moment of “becoming something” driven by the ego and thought. This movement generates and is fuel by conflict, rather than seeing what is.If you hear something that sparks and insight within you, write it down and have a dialogue.ResourcesWeekly Meaning and Dialogue Group (40min Sundays 10:00am PST)https://geni.us/reuncoverydialogmeetup1-1 Zoom Dialogue (30min audio), pay what you wishhttps://geni.us/30mindialogueRe-Uncovery Webinar Courses by Me (working on updates)https://geni.us/ReuncoveryCourseThe Bipolar Game Changer (Book)https://geni.us/bipolargcCheck out my Linktree with some of my projectshttps://linktr.ee/bipolargamechangerAMAZING Neurodiversity Gifts Course by Josh Roberts Cost: $30 (affiliate link)https://geni.us/NeurodiversityGiftsBipolar Awakenings Training by Sean Blackwell Cost: Freehttps://www.bipolarawakenings.com/free-training-courseMore Books by Mehttps://amzn.to/3o7q3KnFree Peer Support Course by PeerConnectBChttps://peerconnectbc.ca/peer-courses/Wellness Recovery Action Plan AppsAppleAndroidFree Personality Testshttps://www.idrlabs.com/tests.phpValuesStrengthsContributepaypal.me/synchrovercity This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit bipolargamechanger.substack.com/subscribe