Emptiness (beat by. sometimesnotalways)

Check out https://soundcloud.com/user-13363292 for more sick beats I don't wanna feel this way I don't wanna see that face I don't need to feel your pain I don't need you to change this man I don't wanna see that lane I don't wanna switch my place I just wanna release the strain Of the pressure on top of my brain Every on every day Skip one now it's today Feeling like I stretch out Just for my mind to play Caffeine be pouring down Inside my throat today Don't drink to fast or you might choke it all away I just don't want that release It has to come packaged with peace Ducking and dodging get off of my sleeve Cause we aren't really nah we aren't free Everyone telling me where I should be But here I am, do you even see The work that I've put in The walls that I've barreled The holes that I've squeezed Through even though they narrow I try to be fit, don't do aerobics Feeling stuck in the dark Claustrophobic But, I am the man to succeed Fuck with my plans I promise you'll bleed Fuck with this man That's not what you need Simple the plan I leave it to see Who is at fault If you can not be What is the reason The reason you breath If life's not worth it Cause it's not your picture perfect That sucks for certain Who's the one you hurting? That's me for damn That's you for sure That's us, that's two Now three then four Didn't learn before Now there's more to explore Pent up pain Like its 4 in the morn The less I feel The less I mourn The more I stress More weed I burn Surviving the trouble Combining my skills I'm flying like hubble I'm driving like vikings Replacing a ship with my writing My stories, ideas, it's exciting No longer confining I'm breaking the silence I'm rising then coming in sliding All done while i'm smiling But then The bitterness and gibberish All throughout Seems deliberate, illiterate And foot in mouth So I'm working on myself So I can make it out Whether with my family Or just the ones that count Make it how I have to and Don't stress out Them bitches stay trying me Cause they devout Stay true to yourself and Let the rest trickle down Yea you hear me now Hope you feel me now