Empty (Not Myself) [Prod. VE Beats]

Aye Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers You feel me What’s happening v Yeah I feel empty I’m not myself Please don’t tempt me I’ll kill myself I feel empty I’m not myself Please don’t tempt me I’ll kill myself I feel crazy I just don’t know Why you hate me that hurt my soul Pressure made me I’m on my own Eyes all hazy smokin my zone I been thinkin bout how imma die Prolly from the women that be fuckin up my life I Don’t wanna think about the shit I’m here tonight But if shorty slit my wrist I’ll be happy when I die Slidin uptown in a coupe I could die today wont mean shit to any you Tryna love myself and I promise that I do I just hate this fuckin world and how these people move I don’t trust in anybody else Maybe I feel empty and I wanna kill myself Imma keep it movin leave the pistol on the shelf I ain’t tryna think about it I remember how I felt Suicidal contemplations I move by with stimulation Imma let the beat ride out for a second you feel me I just need a moment to cope with life You know what I’m sayin I been dealing with bullshit for as long as I can remember Shit ain’t easy you feel me I feel empty I’m not myself Please don’t tempt me I’ll kill myself I feel empty I’m not myself Please don’t tempt me I’ll kill myself People do me dirty like I never really mattered I been feelin down so I’m tryna climb the ladder Possibly a junkie for your love I gotta have it So you’re all I think about and over you I’m goin savage Why am I like this I just gotta feel Attached Prolly from the traumas with my mother and my dad Gotta broken family I’m just tryna get the cash Ain’t no benefit to come when you dwelling on the past Some things happen unexpected My hearts racing how you left it What I’m facing has me stressin If it breaks me that’s a lesson I don’t wanna have to learn Tryna ease the pain when the backwoods burn Everything I got is everything I earned And I only got myself till I’m buried In the dirt Heart real cold nowadays Tell me Why you hate me when you made me this way When you text me hey i don’t have too much to say Now you crying on the phone like how you’re missing me today That dont make no sense to me but whatever What’s happening v