Ending a relationship + US Election 20201106

Berlin Germany 08.31am 2020-11-06 It’s only one update this week. Because my sleeping pattern is fucked up - I had gone to bed too late, and then I also had too many thoughts plus a decision to end a work relationship and then me following the US election which made me lose sleep, eat like crap, and overall not do well. Somehow this election affected me stronger than I would have thought - maybe it’s also related to the singing that I continued to do as part of the Stevie Mackey course. The singing required to be emotional and maybe me being emotional made me feel the severity of this election even more. Not sure. I’ll be in my 7th sabbatical next week. That means 7 days of being offline and unavailable to the world - on purpose. It’s usually a great time though I do still sometimes struggle with the distance from business and obligations and such. I’ll manage it. Have a great weekend! Memento mori