Entropy (work in progress)

black and grey breaking up in the day rainy mind all the time diffusing through life half assembled should have spoke but I mumbled they keep growing faster I'm on the run I have no direction, no sense or perception I want to ride free but my life is deception dissolve you in my dissolution dirty and black feeling disordered smoke and gray all over all over when it ends, it starts again the clouds are forming there is no sun