Ep. 10 — The Edge of the Bottle: The Night I Almost Relapsed

In Episode 10 of Louder Than My Demons, I talk about the hardest night I’ve faced since getting sober — the night I almost relapsed. After a year of nonstop fight-or-flight, my nervous system finally cracked. The pressure, the fear, the trial, the depression… it all hit at once, and for the first time in almost 12 months, I thought: “I could drink.”This episode is raw, honest, and exactly what LTMD was built for.It’s not about perfection — it’s about survival.Inside this episode:Outlaw Sermon — “The Edge Isn’t Failure”The Reckoning — my breakdown and the near relapseThe Spiral — how living in defense mode breaks your body and mindThe Turn — why I said “Not you, not again”The 5 S’s — how I used them to pull myself backTales From the Guitar Lounge — the moment sobriety gave back to meThe debut of my new song: “Not You, Not Again”The Reprise — “One Day Stronger”If you’re standing on your own edge right now… this episode is for you.Thank you for walking this road with me.Welcome to The Unbroken — Rewire. Rebuild. Redeem.