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EPISODE · May 8, 2026 · 44 MIN

Ep. 100: I Couldn't Pay My Mortgage. Then God Asked Me One Question

from Reflections of The Father’s Heart · host Sandi Derby

For the first time in my life, I couldn't pay my mortgage. I sat at my kitchen table in tears, thinking I was about to lose my home — and then God asked me a question that broke a 55-year stronghold I didn't even know was there.Episode 100 is the full testimony. It's also a teaching on something I've been learning the hard way: in God's economy, promotion often looks like things being stripped away, not added.In this episode I share:• What God said the first month I couldn't pay the mortgage• Why pared-down seasons are often preparation for promotion (not punishment)• The mattress giveaway that re-taught me what receiving really means• The exact-dollar way God provided for the first payment after the modification• What the prosperity gospel gets wrong, and what the Book of Job gets right• The worship song the Holy Spirit kept playing over my heart in this seasonIf you're in a season where the natural circumstances don't match the promise God put in your heart — this episode is for you.Scriptures referenced: Isaiah 43, JobSong mentioned: "Spiral" by HaydenIf this episode helped you, the most meaningful thing you can do is leave a review on Apple Podcasts. It takes two minutes and it helps this podcast reach people who need it.Living Born Again — my book — is available on Amazon.

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