Ep. 14 | The Invitation Pt. 2: The Threshold

Content warning: This episode includes discussion of depression and suicide. Please take care while listening, and give yourself some extra grace this holiday season. In this episode, I mark a significant chapter of The Aether. Punta Monterrey, Mexico | November 4, 2025 My most potent & undeniable psychic confirmation event. Included is my emotional, real-time testimonial as I reflect on the three-week pause which allowed me sufficient time for real processing and somatic integration following such a jarring & life altering experience. I speak candidly about moving through a dark, extended period of depression, attachment, unresolved grief, and the quieter aftereffects of this mediumistic work, even when supplemented by daily ritual. At the center of the episode is a recorded conversation with the woman I was paired with during the exercise that became this confirmation event. The Aether: giving form to the formless. Episode Art By Lex Lee Mental Health Support: 988lifeline.org befrienders.org My Ketamine Therapy Program: 5-sessions: https://checkout.betterucare.com/introduction 9-sessions: https://checkout.betterucare.com/2141 Use Code NICK50 at checkout for $50 off your first treatment after the necessary intake process. Want to Travel with me in 2026? Start here: https://trovatrip.com/trip/survey?hostId=66c980e6a6d47b6b62b14591&host=Nicole+Johnstone&listId=66c980e6a6d47b6b62b145a2 Join us LIVE on Christmas Day! (Info TBD) SpectreVision Radio is a bespoke podcast network at the intersection between the arts and the uncanny, featuring a tapestry of shows exploring creativity, the esoteric, and the unknown. We’re a community for creators and fans vibrating around common curiosities, shared interests and persistent passions. spectrevisionradio.com linktr.ee/spectrevisionsocial Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices