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EPISODE · Jul 25, 2025 · 41 MIN

EP 144: The dark side of porn: Angel Rivera on trauma, recovery & taking back your power

from On The Whorizon · host SexWorkCEO

In episode 144 of 'On the Whorizon, ' SWCEO founder and host MelRoseMichaels sits down with award-winning adult performer Angel Rivera for a raw, unfiltered conversation about the realities behind the camera. Angel shares their seven-year journey in the porn industry, revealing the hidden traumas, power struggles, studio exploitation, and the battles with addiction and burnout that many creators quietly endure. Together, they discuss the challenges of reclaiming your name, developing self-respect in a high-pressure environment, and finding healthier paths to creativity and personal fulfillment. Listeners will hear firsthand about surviving toxic studio culture, navigating the mental pressures of adult work, and how Angel’s overdose became the turning point for embracing self-love and authenticity. This episode offers invaluable advice for both new and veteran creators while championing community support, boundary-setting, and the critical importance of mental health in the adult creator ecosystem.📚 RESOURCES → Join ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠CEO Society⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠! Our creator-only community for sharing resources, daily co-working spaces, and exclusive course videos…centralizing everything in one app-based, user-friendly platform that's completely FREE!🤖 GPTΞASΞ→ The Ultimate GPT for adult creators. No restrictive policies. Mix business with pleasure. Create personalized content ideas, write scripts, captions, clip descriptions, mass messages, social media posts & more! The possibilities are endless. Try it FREE. Yes, REALLY. ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://GPTease.ai/s⁠⁠⁠On The Whorizon is a podcast about what's on the whorizon for sex workers and how to navigate it. We want to elevate sex worker stories and experiences, as well as provide tangible takeaways to approach online sex work as a business model, should listeners choose to envision it that way.S O C I A L    M E D I A→ MelRose's  website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠MelRoseMichaels.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ MelRose's Instagram: @⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠MelRoseMichaels⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ MelRose's Twitter: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@MelRoseMichaels⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ MelRose's Snapchat: MelRoseMichael→ MelRose's TikTok: @MelRose_Michaels→ Follow SexWorkCEO on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ Follow SexWorkCEO on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ Subscribe to SexWorkCEO on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ SexWorkCEO's ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ Follow GPTease on ⁠⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠⁠→ Follow GPTease on ⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠S E X   W O R K   C E OSex Work CEO is an educational platform where online adult creators can find courses, resources, informational blogs, and industry consulting work through our Influencer Advocacy program. Whorizon is a SexWorkCEO podcast focused on strengthening awareness around the political, societal, and personal impacts on sex work as an industry as well as providing educational resources to help online adult creators grow their businesses. It is our hope that a better informed SW community can better unite and advocate for itself where and when it matters. See more at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠SexWorkCEO.com.⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠C R E D I T S→ Video and Photography By MelRose Michaels→ Production By Kevin Byrnes https://www.upwork.com/freelancers/~01771f13585da1ce42 → Music | "Love" by LiQWYD Watch: https://youtu.be/wR_K1qpArU4 License: www.liqwydmusic.com/how-to-use Download/Stream: https://hypeddit.com/link/9p5s0r

In episode 144 of 'On the Whorizon, ' SWCEO founder and host MelRoseMichaels sits down with award-winning adult performer Angel Rivera for a raw, unfiltered conversation about the realities behind the camera. Angel shares their seven-year journey in the porn industry, revealing the hidden traumas, power struggles, studio exploitation, and the battles with addiction and burnout that many creators quietly endure. Together, they discuss the challenges of reclaiming your name, developing self-respect in a high-pressure environment, and finding healthier paths to creativity and personal fulfillment. Listeners will hear firsthand about surviving toxic studio culture, navigating the mental pressures of adult work, and how Angel’s overdose became the turning point for embracing self-love and authenticity. This episode offers invaluable advice for both new and veteran creators while championing community support, boundary-setting, and the critical importance of mental health in the adult creator ecosystem.📚 RESOURCES → Join ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠CEO Society⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠! Our creator-only community for sharing resources, daily co-working spaces, and exclusive course videos…centralizing everything in one app-based, user-friendly platform that's completely FREE!🤖 GPTΞASΞ→ The Ultimate GPT for adult creators. No restrictive policies. Mix business with pleasure. Create personalized content ideas, write scripts, captions, clip descriptions, mass messages, social media posts & more! The possibilities are endless. Try it FREE. Yes, REALLY. ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://GPTease.ai/s⁠⁠⁠On The Whorizon is a podcast about what's on the whorizon for sex workers and how to navigate it. We want to elevate sex worker stories and experiences, as well as provide tangible takeaways to approach online sex work as a business model, should listeners choose to envision it that way.S O C I A L    M E D I A→ MelRose's  website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠MelRoseMichaels.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ MelRose's Instagram: @⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠MelRoseMichaels⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ MelRose's Twitter: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@MelRoseMichaels⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ MelRose's Snapchat: MelRoseMichael→ MelRose's TikTok: @MelRose_Michaels→ Follow SexWorkCEO on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ Follow SexWorkCEO on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ Subscribe to SexWorkCEO on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ SexWorkCEO's ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠→ Follow GPTease on ⁠⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠⁠→ Follow GPTease on ⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠S E X   W O R K   C E OSex Work CEO is an educational platform where online adult creators can find courses, resources, informational blogs, and industry consulting work through our Influencer Advocacy program. Whorizon is a SexWorkCEO podcast focused on strengthening awareness around the political, societal, and personal impacts on sex work as an industry as well as providing educational resources to help online adult creators grow their businesses. It is our hope that a better informed SW community can better unite and advocate for itself where and when it matters. See more at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠SexWorkCEO.com.⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠C R E D I T S→ Video and Photography By MelRose Michaels→ Production By Kevin Byrnes https://www.upwork.com/freelancers/~01771f13585da1ce42 → Music | "Love" by LiQWYD Watch: https://youtu.be/wR_K1qpArU4 License: www.liqwydmusic.com/how-to-use Download/Stream: https://hypeddit.com/link/9p5s0r

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