Ep. 149 - Everything Sucks

I hurt myself todayTo see if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that's real The needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everything What have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I know goes awayIn the end And you could have it allMy empire of dirtI will let you downI will make you hurt I wear this crown of thornsUpon my liar's chairFull of broken thoughtsI cannot repair Beneath the stains of timeThe feelings disappearYou are someone elseI'm still right here What have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I know goes awayIn the end And you could have it allMy empire of dirtI will let you downI will make you hurt If I could start againA million miles awayI would keep myselfI would find a way