Ep 5: Wrap Your Habits Around This

⁠⁠https://medium.com/@nickbeefman⁠⁠Two men, one journal, and a tangle of internal dialogues—some of them Irish. Mike admits he’s been stuck in the monotonous grind of habit stacking without a goal in sight, while Nick casually suggests electrotherapy to the japs eye as a viable solution. It's all very supportive.Somewhere between wrestling with inner demons and debating what constitutes regular-sized dick energy, there's a real conversation about the weight (literal and figurative) we carry, the fear of failure, and why the hell we keep doing the same things while expecting something different. There’s also a brief detour into black-market Tiger Balm and the dangers of applying it too liberally below deck.Poems are shared, life philosophies are questioned, and Mike finally unveils his grand list of goals—only to have them shat on and then grudgingly approved. All wrapped in a little too much unnecessary sexual tension.