EP57: I Called My Mom Because I'm Scared to Lose Everything I've Built in Hollywood

This week I called my mom because I feel like I need to get my shit together. From feeling stuck in my routine to spiraling about how to get my groove back, we get into my curiosity around trying to quiet the food noise and why I feel like I need some kind of reset. Somehow that turns into a very real conversation about confidence, especially after noticing that someone who used to be in my DMs when the gym was a bigger part of my life unfollowed me. It shouldn't matter, but it did, and it opened up a bigger conversation about self-worth and how much we tie that to how we look. But the bigger thing weighing on me this week is where I stand in Hollywood. After the Oscars, I couldn't shake the feeling of being around people who view me as not on their level, even though I know what I bring to the table. That feeling only got worse after I didn't get invited to something I was really excited about, and being told it's essentially because I'm "not an influencer" and don't have the following. It lit a fire in me to keep showing up and sharing my journey, but at the same time, I'm scared that using my voice could cost me the career I've spent the last decade building. The pressure, the insecurity, and the fear of losing everything I've worked for. That's showbiz, baby. xo