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EPISODE · Apr 25, 2026 · 1H 58M

EP60 ‘From Second Degree Murder to Exonerated — But Changed Forever’ with Officer Jordan MacWilliams

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Summary:Imagine you are an Emergency Response Team member responding to a hostage rescue call at a crowded casino parking lot. The hostage is rescued. Shots are fired. A life is lost. Now imagine that as a police officer, did your job as trained with tactical excellence—only to be charged with second-degree murder two years later. Today’s guest didn’t just rescue a hostage and survive a lethal-force encounter. He survived a negligent investigation by the independent oversight agency and he survived the courtroom. Yet, the personal consequences of this experience left him forever profoundly changed.In this compelling interview, Officer Jordan McWilliams shares his profound experience of a hostage rescue incident, the subsequent investigation, and the lessons learned about use of force, officer wellness, and accountability. Discover the realities of tactical operations, the importance of mental preparedness, and how police oversight is evolving. Jordan MacWilliams shares his profound journey through a police shooting incident, the subsequent legal battles, and the lessons learned about mental health, accountability, and organizational change. This episode offers invaluable insights for law enforcement professionals on handling critical incidents and fostering resilience.*Note for listeners* This interview contains some brief interruptions due to technical issues, please be patient and just let play through.Key Topics• Jordan’s backstory – how, and why, I became a cop• Hostage rescue operation at the Starlight Casino• Mental and physical preparedness for tactical officers• The negligence of the oversight investigation and failure to understand basic human factors led to a charge for second degree murder• The role and purpose of video evidence was wrongly understood and applied which led the investigation seriously astray• Lessons learned about officer wellness and accountability and the Impact of police shootings on mental health• Organizational response to critical incidents – lessons of what not to do and what to do to support your officers• Training implications – the importance of going ‘beyond tactics’ to build anti-fragility in your officers• Legal processes and oversight in law enforcement• Post-traumatic growth and resilience – Officers have to take charge of their physical and mental wellness• Role of leadership and support in recovery

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