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EPISODE · Sep 9, 2026 · 1H 8M

Episode 10 - The Love That Doesn’t End: Losing a Child | Topanga & Logan Hawkins

from After I Lost You · host Matt Smyth

In Episode 10 of After I Lost You, I’m joined by Topanga and Logan Hawkins as they share the story of their daughter, Cali, who they unexpectedly lost at just 3 years old.Topanga and Logan share who Cali was, the joy and love she brought into their family, some of their favorite memories with her, and the day that changed their lives forever.We talk about what it’s like to grieve the loss of a child, how they’ve learned to support each other while grieving differently, how loss has affected their marriage and family, and how they continue to keep Cali a part of their lives.We also talk about faith, their relationship with God, finding moments of joy again, and what it means to continue living while carrying an unimaginable loss.This is a conversation about a beautiful little girl, two parents who love and miss her deeply, and a love that didn’t end when Cali left this life.

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