Episode 111 - Michael W

Michael arrived in the rooms of recovery in 2003 after years of IV drug use, chaotic relationships, and a life shaped by trauma, fear, and the lasting effects of fetal alcohol syndrome. What began as simply finding people to hang out with in a crowded Dallas meeting eventually became a decades-long struggle to understand why sobriety wouldn’t stick.Twenty years of trying to get sober exposed something deeper than substances alone. Beneath the drinking and drugging lived a profound sense of worthlessness, codependency, and the desperate need to be loved by anything or anyone that might fill the emptiness inside. Each relapse pointed back to the same place: an inner wound that chemicals could no longer silence.Today, Michael celebrates 27 months sober and speaks openly about the path that finally changed everything. Through service, sponsorship, honest self-examination, and the courage to face childhood trauma he once feared would destroy him, he found a way to rebuild a life worth living. His story is a reminder that recovery is not just about putting down the drink or the drug — it is about learning to live, to take up space in the world, and to discover that healing is possible even after decades of trying.