Episode 13: "Everything I've Ever Let Go Has Claw Marks on It" with Emily

In this powerful episode of Sober Disclosure, Breezy and Jimmy sit down with Emily, who opens up about the raw and real experiences that led to her transformation in sobriety. Emily reflects on the stark difference between her two sobriety journeys—one where she thought she had it all figured out and the other where she finally embraced the hard work required for lasting recovery. After relapsing around two years sober, Emily shares how she had memorized the Big Book and believed she knew everything, but her unwillingness to do the work kept her stuck.Her turning point came when a strong group of friends called her out on her refusal to face her part, especially avoiding her Fourth Step. Emily discusses how she used sex and men, especially through Tinder, as an escape. But everything changed when she committed to finishing her steps and experienced a deep spiritual awakening. Now with 10 years of sobriety, Emily reflects on how her recovery journey has been filled with moments of struggle, but ultimately led her to let go of the belief that she was terminally ill. This episode is a raw and honest conversation about the claw marks left by the things we've had to let go—and the freedom that comes when we finally do.