Episode 19 | Why You Can't Find Spring (and where it’s actually hiding)

Episode 19: Why You Can’t Find Spring (And where it’s actually hiding)It’s never been lost. It’s been quiet, and there all along.Episode Summary: When a heavy late-winter snow split a juniper tree in Samantha’s yard, it didn't just change the view from her laundry room door—it revealed a hidden entanglement that had been there all along. In this episode, we explore the "narrowing" effect of winter and the frustration of waiting for a season that feels late.Through the lens of a lost wedding diamond found in the most unlikely place, Samantha reflects on the paradox of finding: why do the things we search for most desperately only appear when we finally stop the hunt? Whether you’re buried under sixteen inches of snow or just feeling "weighed down and Vitamin D deprived," this episode is an invitation to step to the doorway—not as an exit, but as an entrance.In this episode, we’re talking about:How a split tree revealed a hidden invasive vine (and a deeper view of the yard).Why we can't find the things we obsessively search for.The "shimmer" that lives inside the winter grit.Thanks for listening! Get full access to Flutter By Meadows at flutterbymeadows.substack.com/subscribe