Episode 21 | Do I Even Want This Anymore?

For a while I thought I had the plan figured out.Our new bass player in Red Reign was actually supposed to be my guy for a project I wanted to build before life took a hard left turn. I was ready back then. Excited. Already moving.So why am I sitting here now feeling stuck?This episode started as a story about timing and bands, but turned into a much bigger question:Do I actually want this life anymore... or am I just trying to convince myself I do?I've been pushing through podcasts, practice routines, content, learning, and rebuilding everything from scratch. But when staying engaged starts feeling harder than showing up, maybe it's worth asking the question nobody wants to ask.The upcoming Red Reign shows might end up being more than just gigs.They might be the test.🎙 The Chronicles of ShredInside the grind: building a modern music career in real time.#Podcast #Musician #RockMusic #RedReign #MusicCareer #ContentCreator #MusicianLife #Singer #Guitarist #ChroniclesOfShred