Episode #22: The crumbs are controlling me... And it's better than I could have imagined!

How often do you try to fix, manage and control your life and wonder why things aren't working out the way you want them to? I distinctly remember "giving up" a few years ago and saying to myself, "I guess this is it. I'm in a job I don't like, my wife isn't doing what I want her to, I work 6 days a week, don't get to see my son enough and when I'm home, I just want to be left alone. I give up"! at this point, a friend of mine had been on me for a year trying to get me to do a personal development weekend called, the Landmark Forum. Desperate to figure out what was going on with me, I reached out and went through the weekend course. My only intention, to figure out what the hell I need to be doing with my life and figure out how I can make enough money for my family doing something I’m passionate about. That year, without even trying or doing anything differently, I made the most money I’ve ever made, I paid off $35,000 in credit card debt and we went on a spur of the moment vacation to Columbus Ohio. The Sunday we returned home from Columbus, Sarah and I decided to move to Ohio. Three days later our house was on the market for rent, four months later we loaded up a U-Haul and we’re headed west. And today, I’m in a place I could not have even considered, considering. The next chapter, the pursuit of emotional sobriety... It could be daunting, but it doesn't have to to be. At least, that's what I'm telling myself!