🎙️Episode 30: I don’t want my life to be a platform—I want it to be an altar

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Episode 30Title:I don’t want my life to be a platform—I want it to be an altarDescription:This one came just a few hours after Episode 29. I was walking the trail I used to walk back when I lived here, not far from the house I sold. Something stirred. It felt like a moment to confess a deep sense of nearing breakthrough. I talk about what it feels like when the visions God gives you are so wild, you’re scared to speak them aloud—but you do it anyway, because obedience demands it. This is not about hype. This is about surrender.I talk about:Feeling like everything I’ve been chasing is on the edge of coming trueThe weirdness of calling your shot like Babe Ruth and not knowing if you’ll look like an idiotMy lifelong sense that I’m supposed to speak truth in the public square—even on something like Joe RoganThe tension between ego and full surrenderVisions of cities, properties, and missions I’ve never dared to speak aloudThe difference between prosperity gospel and proximity gospelWanting my kids to know my life was about walking by faith, not likes or followers💡 Highlights & Timestamps:vbnetCopyEdit00:00 – “OK, I don't know why I feel the way I feel… but I'm just gonna record.” 04:12 – Sharing the scary visions: Joe Rogan, Karu Tower, Colorado land 07:37 – “I don’t want my life to be a platform—I want it to be an altar” 10:49 – Walking by faith, not results; why Crumb is the proximity gospel 14:28 – Prophecy or not? Retelling signs and moments of confirmation 18:02 – “Even the dogs get the crumbs”—how small obedience nourishes me 21:33 – A direct word to my kids if I’m gone: love the Lord, chase the fruit 📖 Scriptures Referenced: Ephesians 2:10 – “For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works…” 🧠 Core Takeaway: I don’t need this to happen for me. I’m just testifying to what God has shown me—and if it never comes true, He’s still worthy.🙏 Closing Line: Whether He ever does anything I believe He's shown me or not—I'm content. God bless you.