Episode #33: New again, 18 years in...

18 years ago today was the last time I used drugs or alcohol in any form... Not having some form of substance in my life, especially alcohol, wasn't even in the realm of possibility of considering. In other words, I couldn't even consider considering it. I thought my life was over and yet, it was just starting. Today, I'm on another path of discovery. I'm experiencing new levels of vulnerability as I explore the beliefs I made up as a child that are still effecting me today. I'm grateful to be on a path of discovery. Seeking... Emotional sobriety and a life beyond my wildest dreams. The funny thing is... I'm already here... When I get out of the way and connect to the supernatural, I don't want to be anywhere else, I don't want anyone else's life and I and don't want anything more than what I have in this moment. On the contrary, when I'm living by self-propulsion, attempting to fix, manage and control everything around me, I want to be anywhere else but here. All the while, looking like I've got it alllll together.... like I’ve figured it out. Today, I'm grateful for another day clean and an an opportunity to reconnect with the sunlight of the spirit. #grateful . If you know someone struggling with drug or alcohol addiction, anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts or any other mental health disorders. Speak up, connect with someone who can help. If you have questions or would like me to cover a specific topic, let me know. I'd love to connect. Like, comment, share or email me at [email protected]