🎙️Episode 39c: Even a fighter like me has to put the sword down sometimes

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Episode 39cTitle: Even a fighter like me has to put the sword down sometimesDescription:I recorded this while driving to church, after two intense Father’s Day episodes. This one’s quieter—more of a confession about the unknown, the exhaustion, and the spiritual tension I live in. I talk about my weariness, the temptation to numb out, and the challenge of trusting God with both the chaos and the rest. I reflect on the tension between doing and surrendering, and call out to anyone listening—especially repeat listeners—to reach out and let me know why they’re still here.I talk about:Wrestling with the unknown and staying faithful anywayMy lifelong battle between numbing and trusting Acknowledging my spiritual fatigue and desire to restThe risk of turning even CRUMB or Jesus into an idolMy longing for connection with real listenersOffering my phone number to hear from someone—anyone—out there💡 Highlights & Timestamps:00:00 – Headed to church, weary but still talking 03:22 – The tension between rest and responsibility 05:40 – Confessing the idol-making trap of “doing good” 08:10 – Wrestling with loneliness, uncertainty, and exhaustion 12:50 – An open invitation: “If you’ve listened to two episodes, text me” 15:30 – Final thoughts: forgive your dad, say the hard thing, be real 🧠 Core Takeaway:You can be faithful and still feel tired. Just don’t let the fatigue keep you from showing up.🙏 Closing Line:Happy Father’s Day again… maybe today’s the day you forgive your dad or say that thing you’re afraid to say.