Episode 43: The Numbers Game with Apollo Fates

“You start second-guessing everything—your looks, your choices, your value… all because of a number.”In this unfiltered episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Apollo Fates—content creator, Club Inferno Dungeon performer, and lowkey goonface icon—for a conversation that hits harder than a double punch. We unpack the reality of being a fisting performer in an oversaturated market, where having a huge hole and a loyal fanbase still isn’t enough to pay the bills.Apollo opens up about:His first introduction to fisting and how it shaped his kink identityGrowing up gay in a hostile home, and how that delayed his self-expressionWhy he’d ditch social media altogether if it weren’t tied to survivalThe pressure of follower counts and the illusion of online valueBurnout, bots, and the line between creation and collapseHis viral goonface and how it became both a brand and a bufferThe emotional weight of working hard and still feeling invisibleThis episode isn’t just about sex. It’s about self-worth, visibility, and the cost of chasing clout in a world that treats bodies like brands. If you’ve ever measured your value by a follower count—or felt invisible despite giving everything—this one’s for you.🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!