🎙️Episode 47: I don't think I can do this anymore

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Episode 47Title: I don't think I can do this anymoreDescription:It's a Saturday morning, around 8:19, and I'm leaving Luckman's Coffee after a failed first attempt at recording this. I’m just speaking from the heart now. I woke up and went down the rabbit hole of Twitter—headlines, clips, trending videos. It left me feeling sick, and I realized I'm trading true wisdom for noise. Today’s episode is me processing that in real time. No notes, no polish. Just confession.I talk about:How checking Twitter first thing wrecked my spiritThe soap opera nature of online “news”Social media algorithms as modern false prophetsThe danger of rationalizing daily doomscrollingHow desensitization is normalizing evilMy conviction to reject this cycle in order to follow Jesus more closely💡 Highlights & Timestamps:00:00 – Leaving Luckman's with coffee and deleting the first recording01:10 – Why I felt sick after 30 minutes on Twitter03:45 – “The world is a soap opera… interrupted by the worst of the worst”05:32 – The algorithm knows what tickles your ears08:00 – Confessing a decade of rationalizing “staying informed”10:55 – PTSD from headlines and the availability cascade13:30 – “We’ve normalized evil by consuming it”15:20 – Rejecting the distortion—even if it’s a pipe dream17:40 – This is me, processing in real time📖 Scriptures Referenced:2 Timothy 4:3 – "For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine... to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear."🧠 Core Takeaway:I’ve been justifying my feed consumption for years, but no matter the source, it’s warping my soul and pulling me away from the truth of Jesus.🙏 Closing Line:Crumb Confessional #47 — I’m trading the algorithm’s lies for real truth, even if it costs me my “awareness.”