I Reached Into the Fridge for a Beer After a Stressful Day & Thought: That’s Probably Not a Healthy Coping Mechanism — So I Never Drank Again

Episode 47 | Will Edwards — 1,360 Days Sober: The NHS Cardiac Instructor Who Quit Before It Became a Problem & Journals Everything In this refreshingly different and genuinely thought-provoking episode, Jimmy sits down with Will Edwards — NHS cardiac exercise instructor, cold water therapy advocate, obsessive journaler and one of the most proactively sober people the podcast has ever featured. Will didn’t have a rock bottom. He didn’t lose a job, a relationship or a licence. He reached into his fridge for a beer after a stressful day, caught himself thinking I need this, and that single moment of clarity changed everything. Will grew up on a council estate as the youngest child, his father gone before he could walk. His mum raised him alone, and by his early teens he was effectively the man of the house, growing up fast while his much older siblings had long since moved on. He started drinking in the fields after school like everyone else — the mate from the year above who looked old enough to get served, the 50p bottles of cider from the co-op — and drank through his twenties with a pattern that many would recognise: sporadic, rarely in the house, but when he went out, no off switch. He’d leave a club and wake up on a park bench four hours later. He’d walk home through rough parts of town without a thought. He’d have a few drinks a couple of times a year and end up not remembering getting home, regretting it for days. It wasn’t daily. It wasn’t vodka at breakfast. But it was enough, once he started tracking it, to see a clear pattern: whenever he drank, his cold water therapy slipped. His journaling stopped. His reading dried up. His habits collapsed. And he knew exactly what those habits meant to him — because he’d spent the COVID lockdowns deliberately building them, one by one, as a scaffold for the life he wanted. He’d started cold water therapy after his friend Sam Phillips (Dare to Dip on Instagram) had been doing it. He’d started journaling. He’d started tracking everything. And every time he had a drink, the chart showed the same thing. Then came the fridge moment. Stressed after kids’ bedtime hadn’t gone well, rubbish day at a rubbish job, hand reaching for a beer — and a thought: that’s probably not a healthy coping mechanism. Not a crisis. Just a question. And then, playing the tape forward: how arrogant to think this couldn’t happen to me. If there’s any chance it could, why run that gauntlet? He set himself a goal to do a year without alcohol. Christmas Day 2021 was his last drink. He never went back. Now 1,360+ days sober, Will does a 5am ice bath every morning, runs half marathons, works with cardiac rehab patients in the NHS, and journals every single day across what must be his seventh or eighth volume. He tracks gratitude, goals, hydration, steps, cold plunge, exercise — in a system so simple it takes less than ten minutes but has changed everything. He is, in his own words, someone who felt like an imposter in the recovery space for a long time — because he wasn’t an addict. But he’s come to understand that that’s exactly why his voice matters. You can find Will on Instagram at: https://www.instagram.com/willedwardswellness My Instagram is: https://www.instagram.com/recovery_jimmy And you can find all my other links at: https://linktr.ee/jimmythistle Buy me a coffee… https://buymeacoffee.com/afterhourswithjimmyt Alcohol Explained - William Porter https://a.co/d/0854fIb6 This Naked Mind - Annie Grace https://a.co/d/0gy6mT9Z A Million Little Pieces - James Frey https://a.co/d/0jdcIjGb Donate: https://motiv8.im/donate/ https://nacoa.org.uk/get-involved/donating/donate/ My Instagram is: https://www.instagram.com/recovery_jimmy And you can find all my other links at: https://linktr.ee/jimmythistle Buy me a coffee… https://buymeacoffee.com/afterhourswithjimmyt Alcohol Explained - William Porter https://amzn.to/4uMmkyB This Naked Mind - Annie Grace https://amzn.to/4eC6L6z A Million Little Pieces - James Frey https://amzn.to/44jOV3i Donate: https://motiv8.im/donate/ https://nacoa.org.uk/get-involved/donating/donate/ Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.