Evaluating Your Life Through the Lens of the Virus

What if?  What if your life was shortened by the virus?  As you hear the news "your test is positive," what are your thoughts?   Did you spend your last few months in a way that you are satisfied, or did you waste your time?   Do your kids and love ones feel and know you better because of how you spent your time?  Is there something major that you left undone? Has the virus made you question how you spent your life before the virus?