Even Here — He Found Me in the Fire

Before Part II, I need to tell you where this podcast really came from.This is not a polished conversation about grief. This is my testimony from the middle of it.In this interlude, I talk about the kind of pain that changes you — the silence from heaven that felt unbearable, the questions I was afraid to say out loud, the nights I thought grief was going to swallow me whole, and the unexpected ways Jesus kept meeting me there anyway.I thought suffering would pull me away from God. Instead, grief became the place where Jesus felt the most real to me — where I finally understood the cost, closeness, and depth of following Him.If you are grieving, angry, exhausted, numb, heartbroken, or barely holding onto God at all, this episode is for you.