Expectation, but I am reality - unedited

I really never thought I would get to a place where I can ask for someone to give me the honest truth and it not devastate me into oblivion. I was tested by the most amazing soul last night. An episode that will never be heard or seen because it was not good. I dropped the ball. Isn't failing amazing? Find the beauty in everything and you can win so much more than you will ever lose.