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EPISODE · Feb 21, 2026 · 12 MIN

FEAR

from American Buddhist Poetry Radio · host Juan Vega | Monk Mode Society

Bonus track is above this text. I put it there on purpose—if you want the feeling first, hit play on that before the episode.This episode is about fear—not the fake kind, not the movie kind. The real kind. The kind that crawls into your chest when you wake up, open your phone, and the world is already screaming.It’s not that the phone is evil. It’s a tool.But the way it’s being used right now—by algorithms, headlines, and a nonstop drip of crisis—has a lot of us connected and distracted at the same time.And that matters, because we’re living through events big enough to require movements. Big enough to require people to rise. But fear can turn into a loop: scroll, tighten up, feel helpless, scroll again.So tonight I name it for what it is—fear—and I talk about how it gets into the body, how it keeps us pinned, and how we make the turn without becoming hateful, numb, or lost.Then I read a poem for the moment the thumb stops… and the feet start moving.If you’re feeling it lately—if you’ve been waking up with that tight chest and that midnight dread—you’re not alone. And you’re not weak. You’re human. The question is what we do next. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit monkmodesociety.substack.com/subscribe

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Bonus track is above this text. I put it there on purpose—if you want the feeling first, hit play on that before the episode.This episode is about fear—not the fake kind, not the movie kind. The real kind. The kind that crawls into your chest when...

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