Finding My Missing Father

Earlier this year I discovered the identity of my father. In the last episode, I discussed how not knowing my father’s identity left a hole in my identity I didn’t even realize was there.I always said it didn’t matter who he was. But the truth of who he was and what he did really shattered any relationship I could have had with him. And with my mother as well since she’s lied to me all my life.This is very hard for me to talk about but I feel I need to deal with it and this is my way to process this destructive episode of my life.