forfeiting this war

i'll close my eyes in this room (shut the door, shut the door) and close the door to my heart (throw away the key) you said you would wait for me (wait! wait for me!) yes you did but how can i trust you now? i need my own space when i was wrong, you stood right! (you stood by my side) but now your errors - tonight they haunt you... cause i wont, i wont give you peace of mind for you to think you're still mine but you're only human i cant judge cause ive had my own share of fuck ups, but i turned it all around just for you to doubt my love how does it feel to be the one who loses everything? do you sleep at night, knowing i wont come back this time? seems like it's easy for you to throttle back, then try to fight for me so i surrender, i wont suffer through this war a thousand miles wont make you a locksmith even with a million keys, you'll never find the right fit i stood in the rain and let you take shelter (rain, rain, go away...) while you deliberately chose another let me leave and ill be free from pain it hurts so much, but my heart is getting over love... and i've lost my faith in you.. ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh how does it feel to be the one who loses how does it feel to feel the loss? but you chose it! how does it feel to walk blind into a wall of stone you were once my MIdas! but now the curse is on you.. so just stay away, stay away from me... stay away...please! stay, stay, stay, just stay with him and i know that baby ive done you wrong but i tried to change my ways but im tired of the pain you said! you said you would wait!