From Father Wound to Father God — Anger Meets Peace (Sage's New Age to Jesus Testimony)

Some people don’t lose their faith all at once. They lose it slowly—through grief, anger, betrayal, and survival.In this episode of When Heaven Calls (true testimonies and extraordinary encounters of lives changed by Jesus), Forest Soleil sits down with Sage to share a raw, honest testimony: a father wound, childhood sexual abuse, and an anger that felt bigger than her body could hold… followed by years of searching for healing through New Age spirituality, tarot, deities, “self-work,” and plant medicine—only to discover that the peace she was chasing couldn’t be manufactured.Sage shares what finally shifted everything: not trying harder, not another method, not more “shadow work”… but surrender. The kind that invites God the Father, the Holy Spirit, and the Word of God into the exact moment the anger rises—until it dissipates.You’ll hear:Sage’s story of early loss, adoption, and how a father wound shaped her nervous system and relationshipsHow anger became her identity—and why it always came out on the people she lovedHer journey through Catholic school, spiritual seeking, Hindu deities, chanting/mantras, tarot, and New Age communitiesA terrifying DMT experience that later made sense through Scripture (Ecclesiastes, Psalms, and the reality of eternity)The moment conviction hit over screen addiction and “scroll culture”—and the dream that led her to delete everythingHow God used community, biblical teaching, and simple obedience to rebuild her lifeWhy the New Age “heal yourself” hamster wheel left her exhausted—and how Jesus brought real peaceWhat it means to stop striving, stop trying to save yourself, and let God leadIf you’ve ever felt exhausted from managing your own healing… if you’ve carried rage you didn’t know what to do with… if you’re Jesus-curious but skeptical… or if you’re coming out of New Age spirituality and craving something real—this testimony may feel like permission to rest.Comment below: Which part of Sage’s story hit you the hardest?And if you want more episodes like this, subscribe for weekly testimonies of lives changed by Jesus.📌 About the showWhen Heaven Calls is a Christian testimony podcast hosted by Forest Soleil, featuring real stories of transformation, deliverance, and encounters with Jesus—especially for seekers, skeptics, and those coming out of New Age spirituality.Support the show: Follow/subscribe and leave a positive review or comment wherever you listen or watch.Get updates: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-updatesShare your testimony: https://www.forestsoleil.com/submit-your-testimonyMore info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast