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EPISODE · Feb 1, 2026 · 1H 1M

From Toddler Encounters To Total Surrender

from The Light In All · host Steve Barnhart

In this conversation, Kila shares her profound spiritual journey, beginning with her childhood experiences of divine encounters and the impact of early trauma. She discusses her introduction to Christianity, the complexities of navigating adolescence amidst abuse, and the co-mingling of faith and culture. Kila reflects on her ministry work, the shift in her faith community, and her dangerous exploration of new age spirituality. Ultimately, she emphasizes the importance of surrendering to Jesus and redefining love and community in her life.Bio:Akiliah Perez has always been loved by G-d and in relationship with Yeshua. While outwardly achieving the “American Dream” and success in the eyes of the dominant culture, she was spiritually wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked—without knowing it. Through the deliverance and restoring power of Christ, her eyes were opened and her life was made whole. Today, Akiliah provides Biblical counseling, walking alongside others as they pursue healing and freedom rooted in Scripture. Visit akiliahperez.com to learn more. Chapters00:00 Introduction and Background01:08 Childhood Encounters with the Divine04:47 Impact of Early Experiences on Life Path08:10 Introduction to Christianity and Early Church Experiences09:05 Navigating Abuse and Spirituality12:32 Understanding Darkness and Light15:17 Teen Years and Secular Influences19:42 Ministry and Leadership in Christianity24:18 Holistic Approach to Life and Career26:17 Learning from Diverse Religious Experiences30:01 The Impact of 2020 on Faith and Community31:58 Renouncing Christianity: A Personal Journey37:08 Exploring New Age Spirituality41:44 The Meaning of Surrender45:50 Reconciliation of Gifts and Ambitions48:50 Redefining Love and Compassion

In this conversation, Kila shares her profound spiritual journey, beginning with her childhood experiences of divine encounters and the impact of early trauma. She discusses her introduction to Christianity, the complexities of navigating adolescence amidst abuse, and the co-mingling of faith and culture. Kila reflects on her ministry work, the shift in her faith community, and her dangerous exploration of new age spirituality. Ultimately, she emphasizes the importance of surrendering to Jesus and redefining love and community in her life.Bio:Akiliah Perez has always been loved by G-d and in relationship with Yeshua. While outwardly achieving the “American Dream” and success in the eyes of the dominant culture, she was spiritually wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked—without knowing it. Through the deliverance and restoring power of Christ, her eyes were opened and her life was made whole. Today, Akiliah provides Biblical counseling, walking alongside others as they pursue healing and freedom rooted in Scripture. Visit akiliahperez.com to learn more. Chapters00:00 Introduction and Background01:08 Childhood Encounters with the Divine04:47 Impact of Early Experiences on Life Path08:10 Introduction to Christianity and Early Church Experiences09:05 Navigating Abuse and Spirituality12:32 Understanding Darkness and Light15:17 Teen Years and Secular Influences19:42 Ministry and Leadership in Christianity24:18 Holistic Approach to Life and Career26:17 Learning from Diverse Religious Experiences30:01 The Impact of 2020 on Faith and Community31:58 Renouncing Christianity: A Personal Journey37:08 Exploring New Age Spirituality41:44 The Meaning of Surrender45:50 Reconciliation of Gifts and Ambitions48:50 Redefining Love and Compassion

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