Fucking Blew It

Baby I miss you daily My symptoms vary But I think you’re the one for me And lately been feckin’ crazy One-petal daisy I’m just this fool who runs from fear XXX The direction I’m facing And grenades I’ve been placing Leave the walkway unstable So I freeze and cannot move I’ve been contemplating These mistakes I’ve been making The missteps that I’ve taken They still lead me back to you XXX So let me hit pause ‘Cause I’ve done everything wrong And I’ve waited too long And my best chances are gone, fucking blew it Show me my flaws I’ll strive to change them No matter the cost I’ll make repayments Hit a brick wall I’ll try to scale it Show me the way to come home XXX Baby I’m such a failure Scold my behaviour I’d be a fool to part with you I’m faithful And my body’s grateful So don’t make this painful I gotta lose this attitude XXX In a bad situation I succumb to temptation Try to vent my frustration But crawl back to what I know Keep me under sedation Dreaming for the duration Pleading for that sensation I’ll be back before you know XXX So let me hit pause ‘Cause I’ve done everything wrong And it wasn’t my fault But my best chances are gone, fucking blew it Show me my flaws I’ll rearrange them No matter the cost You keep the change then Give me the choice I’ll try to make it Show me the way to come home XXX