fumbling to love my people from half the world away

an emotional share on how i fumble to love (when has it not been emotional when it comes to family & friends).after 7 years of being away from home, i thought i have figured out a system to keep myself updated with my family - weekly calls, messages, memes, yearly visits. very efficient. very organized…. until i realized, systems don't work when there're emotions involved. tune in as i fumble through loving people from half a world away, and figuring out how to hold onto home while building a life of my own.0:00 - 01:17: intro + quick follow up from "fumbling to have fun...correctly"01:18 - 05:02: there're plans... just no guarantees05:03 - 09:37: no catching up systems could prepare me for how much home changed09:38 - 14:44: the significance of the mundance moments14:45 - 17:12: standards and requirements i'm setting for myself17:13 - 18:16: outro and all love xtranscript: https://www.patreon.com/ChloeHoang_Nguyen/posts/ep-15-fumbling-167602909