"Gateway Recovery"

Full Project: http://www.basementmade.com/release/beef-the-grime-tape/ Prod.Mix. Beef x @Michael-Alan-Cooper Rec. @Michael-Alan-Cooper Lyr. "I'm sitting in my bedroom, eyes on the bottle Oxycodone on my finger and I'm bout to pull the trigger I'm low, I'm low, off that green and purple shit I'm taking green and purple hits feeling green and purple lit My girl said I'm so different when I drink But she don't understand what I'm sipping is addiction I see visions of my mission so vivid when I'm lifted See I'm gifted but afflicted, only thrifty when I'm twisted I be so up outta here I need some fucking outer gear Rock bottom, and I'd and cried a lot of tears I'm so far out, Mars in the rear view (gone) It's been a minute since I had just a beer or two Last night I had a seizure but I don't remember Elli told me that I passed out colder than December Next thing that I know the EMS out at the door They looked me in my eyes and they said we gotta go It's just another night and feel like I'm dying (dying) So every day I wake up, I survived (I'm all alone) Gin in my system, drugs got me low Boys trying to hit me cause I'm bout to blow It's just another night and I feel like I'm dying (I'm all alone) I'm all alone So please don't let me go No please don't let me go Two years ago I tried to kill myself Killed a whole fifth and tried to kill myself Locked in my room, boy I couldn't been lower Rehab twice, boy I couldn't been lower Man, my best friend was a bottle of the gin I was talking to myself saying you can't win Beat down, robbed, working too many jobs I was trying way too hard to get that 2.9 Papa died and my momma talking cancer And my little baby brother started looking like me They all saying the same thing, it ain't your fault But we all still broke here and we ain't changed I got a pool full of liquor and I'ma dive in it Find a couple bitches, get my mind off this shit Hollow out a bottle, drown deep down in my sorrow And hope I wake tomorrow Cause tonight I'm feeling like... It's just another night and feel like I'm dying (dying) So every day I wake up, I survived (I survive) Gin in my system, drugs got me low Boys trying to hit me cause I'm bout to blow It's just another night and I feel like I'm dying (dying)"