Gay Before I Knew It

Before Grindr, before “it gets better,” and way before Blue could admit anything to himself, there were signs. In this episode, Blue revisits his earliest gay experiences — the confusing crushes, the not-so-subtle clues, and the slow process of learning about his sexuality. From awkward camping trip moments to finally opening up to friends and family, it’s a story full of heart, humor, and a whole lot of hindsight.If you’ve ever looked back and thought, “Ohhh… that was gay,” you’re not alone.Patreon TikTok