Gettin schooled

All that I post or upload and record on here, is as if it's a journal and the reason that I'm choosing to do it this way instead of writing it down on paper or just not sharing it and keeping it to myself is because I know what it's like to feel far away from myself and one and everywhere else and also to know what it's like to reach out to express oneself finding rejection or judgment misery searching for company to feed on etc and the thing is is once I was able to use my voice, I'm not choosing to let anyone else or even myself stand in the way. So it will be like a work in progress and not looking for critiques however I'm teachable and compassionate, open and also capable of saying no and no being a full sentence not because it has to be a forever wrong or rejection or boundary if any of this makes sense. Because everything is changing all the time and eventually those boundaries change too accordingly but having them is learning them and knowing them and experiencing them so if this sounds like complete nonsense then that it is. Nothing is forever except for existence and all that is. The one last thing before I publish this, this may very well be left open-ended meaning it may have been stopped abruptly I'm not sure how it ended and quite frankly I didn't realize it wasn't published but again being used as a journal to just express myself and whatnot would be there is no need for me to make myself feel a certain pressure to do or not do or undo or redo, or even make promises of there being a ending so to speak to each journal entry. Although again I'm teachable I'm working progress if things come to be where I have reached a point to go and review or proofread or proof listen so to speak and add to any particular journal entry I will. And if there's anything that truly resonates enough for anyone listening as long as you communicate it nicely and not to make fun of of it or critique me like I'm doing anything wrong according to whatever compartments one wants to stuff me in cuz there's a way and there's also unlimited other ways to communicate. Nice is nice having manners kindness compassion are always resonant. Not saying that the less desired ones aren't resonant too because after all I'm human but I'm not limited to just being under a human compartment or a diagnosis of sorts or whatever it is. I'm not choosing to be limited so I'm open to anyone and what they may have to share or questions. Just keep it in honor of the truth which requires tough love and a discipline to ride that truth through and the sacredness of gratitude and humility and the bridge between us that's really only there temporarily or is it or does it have to be why would it need to be limited. Anyways thank you for your existence