Gloomy Weather (Prod. VE-Beats)

Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers Chapter 2 It’s just getting worse day by day you feel me Let’s deteriorate on top of roses together Want to die cuz I’ve been feeling hopeless forever I don’t want attention I’m just cold pissed and clever Never cared about the summer cause I thrive in gloomy weather Pick apart my heart there’s not much left after the cracks I got little to no emotion as a result of my own past I been traumatized for years I feel my triggers coming back Every time you do me wrong and you deny all of the facts You said not to kill my self you give me the desire Say you want me in your life I know that you’re a liar Toss me to the curb or better yet a pit of fire Watch me burn alive tonight without an ounce of pain acquired I’ll enter the void with my soul to offer you But it’s damaged as it is and I owe it all to you If im breathing by tomorrow come and choke me till I’m blue I’m content with dying by the hands of someone that I knew Maybe even love not like you would give a fuck I would resonate with drugs putting smoke into my lungs I just want to go somewhere far away from here Just to kill my self in peace and I hope you don’t shed no tears Let’s deteriorate on top of roses together Want to die cuz I’ve been feeling hopeless forever I don’t want attention I’m just cold pissed and clever Never cared about the summer cause I thrive in gloomy weather Baby what’s the reason you find pleasure in my suffering You talk all that shit about how you really in love with me That’s a fucking lie you prolly feel like you been stuck with me Fuck you and this world cuz I swear I’ve had enough of it I will die alone that’s something I’ve come to accept Look into the past and you just let me bleed to death That’s just what it is fuck it all I see is red I’m in hell with the martyrs I was never really blessed Hope my flesh is rotten by the time you call my phone I was in the garden when I died and I was all alone We was spose to be together but i know how that shit goes I don’t matter to you you would use me up and crush my soul Foreal Let’s deteriorate together in a garden of flowers chapter 2 What’s happening v