God Meets Us In Our Suffering

The ground can drop out in a single phone call—or grind away over months of scans and unanswered pain. We sit down with pastors and co-authors Rolf Jacobson and Michael Pancost to talk about cancer, grief, and the fierce honesty that keeps families tethered when life breaks open. Their friend and co-author Carl died before the manuscript was finished, and that loss threads through every story with clarity and care: no platitudes, no shortcuts, just presence, prayer, and practical help.We unpack the shock of 30 days in the hospital with no contact, the logistics of telling a spouse and children—sometimes over Zoom—and the relief of using CaringBridge to share updates without reliving the news on repeat. Rolf and Michael share how truth-telling builds trust with kids, why some friends disappear and others draw close, and how side-by-side companionship multiplies joys and divides sorrows. If you’ve ever asked where God is in a chemo ward, their answer is simple and hard-won: right there, in the hand you’re holding.Scripture becomes a map, not an umbrella. We linger with Psalm 23 and the Psalms of lament, learning to pray both praise and protest. “You are with me” moves off the page into late nights, waiting rooms, and milestone meals that feel like mini-banquets in the presence of enemies. And yes—there’s laughter. Not as denial, but as oxygen. From cracked jokes in tense rooms to Seinfeld’s wisdom on humor as a life skill, they show how joy and sorrow can share the same table without canceling each other.If you’re navigating cancer, supporting someone who is, or searching for language that holds grief and hope together, this conversation offers grounding practices, theological depth, and humane encouragement. Listen, share it with a caregiver, and tell us what line or ritual carries you on the hardest days. If our work helps you feel less alone, subscribe, leave a review, and pass this along to someone who needs it.Order the book When Grief Comes Home https://a.co/d/ijaiP5LSend us Fan MailFor more information on Jessica’s House or for additional resources, please go to jessicashouse.org