God, Suicide and the Miracle Deer

You know those days when you just don't know how you're gonna get through it? Yeah it started out like that but it won't be ending like that. My transition into the safe house has become easier as I have discovered nature trails closer than I knew a week ago. I fill you guys in on my new therapist and how Christophers suicide still has me reeling as I adjust to a place he and I never shared. Lots of tears on this one and then the huge OMG as I get my sign that God and Christopher have not forsaken me. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER!!