Going with the flow is a pain in the ass sometimes

Yesterday I had some restlessness. This whole week I’ve had restlessness but then it prompts me to ask why? What is you and what is other people? Why are you doing what you’re doing? Oh yeah because I love it. Now that that awareness is here I think I can go with the flow a little more. But yesterday sucked overall for what I set as an intention. So maybe I have been trying to control things a little too much. I think surrendering means going with the flow. That’s why it feels like a pain in the ass to just be. But I talk about it in the podcast and I am sharing a high vibe song at the end that seems to help me when I get funky like this.