Gratitudes ♡ Silence

l am grateful for the silence in meditation a ceasing of persistent me allows the avatar to come down, interpenetrate at a point where doing meets being a crossroad where the finite comingles with the infinite ripening of fruit in complete surrender so it may become full & heavy drop effortlessly back into the soil, be eaten ripped apart, torn asunder so it may commune once more with the formless that gives birth to all forms this sitting on the ground of being walking the land of becoming dancing without dancing dancer becomes dance the flower & I become one silence is the perfume that permeates rich hues of sunrise cool wind on face stirring in groin hunger in belly wanting ache in heart cacophony of questioning mind in totality all alters eros, beauty, hunger gateways to the Divine doors open in allowing though no one is knocking when I am no more all is music of chance murmurrate in imperfect perfection, perfect imperfection in the total present as the vertical bisects the horizontal past is forgotten future let go only in the richness of the now nowhere to go no one to be simply in the joy at one with this moment darkness always there embraces holds the light in a tight embrace like lovers in delight only the undivided me can shine this particularity relating with other uniquenesses undivided relationships create relationships learning to be with patterns that connect gently hold that which persists in crossing the dark valleys to find light in hills to climb the virtue that is not a virtue is the true virtue.