Grief Grows Up With You (Ep. 138)

Today I'm going to pull my chair up close to yours. The way you would connect with a friend who came over to you, knowing that she's going to stay there for a while.  Because I want to tell you something true about myself and I have a feeling that by the end, you're going to find it true about you, too. Let me tell you what that math was. My mom was 46 years old when she died, I was 19. In a few days, I will turn 46 myself.  And then I keep going. I have another birthday and another one after that. I become older than my mother ever got to be. I walk right past her and she stays exactly where she was. Forty six. Forever. There is something strange about outliving the person who gave you your life. In my memory, she never ages. She is permanently the age I am about to be. And I'm the one who keeps moving. Carrying her forward into the years she never got to see for herself. It's the strangest, most tender math there is.  You just feel your way through it one day at a time. I've been carrying this loss for a long time now, and I've carried it from a lot of different chairs and years.   Time Stamps:   (1:50) Walking Past My Mother (4:18) Let Me Describe To You My Mom (10:27) Questions I'd Ask My Mom Today (15:15) Why I Share This With You ----------  Apply for SF Coaching Method  https://sarahfechter.ac-page.com/sfhq-cc Complimentary Health Content  https://sarahfechter.ac-page.com/Health_Wellness_Community ----------  Follow Me On Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/sarahfechter.ifbbpro/   Check Out My Website - https://www.sarahfechter.com ----------  This Podcast is for general informational purposes only and does not constitute the practice of medicine, nursing, other professional health care services, or any professional practice of any kind. Any reliance on the information provided in this Podcast is done at your own risk and Sarah Fechter Fitness LLC expressly disclaims any and all liability or responsibility for any direct, indirect, incidental, special, consequential or other damages arising out of any individual use of, reference to, reliance on, or inability to use, this Podcast or the information presented in this Podcast. All contents and design for this Podcast are owned by Sarah Fechter Fitness LLC. Always consult your professional team before beginning any exercise or nutrition program.