Good morning everyone after a break of several days. Yes. Yes. Yes several days My infinite intelligence has urged me to do an episode.
I know it may sound woo-woo Be with me here. It has been a week since I wrote in my start my day SMD Journaling Please do one podcast episode. Yes, you got it right. I do add the word please to my SMD I've tested for years and it works for me when I include the word please I feel being courteous to myself and connected to my true self, which is pure love with no judgments and no fear however, I was not motivated or Found time to do that one episode There were other events tasks and experiences that needed my attention I'm blessed and thankful from the bottom of my heart to say that I was present to each of those tasks each of those events and Experiences, thank you so much God coming to my SMD the one thing that I omitted for this SMD was I Did not put a date before the SMD When I started when I when I started writing that SMD and when I want that is date means when I want to accomplish recording the episode Remember putting a date does not mean you have to be aggressive on yourself But just put the date and walk away.
I just did that I put the date before January 26 2021 Remember I started the SMD a week before so I started the note That's about the timing. I'm intending and leaving the infinite intelligence or God or universe to help me manifest Okay, be with me here. The next step is I also seek divine guidance to give me a clear way or method that makes me feel connected to my core with complete focus attention Focused energy with a trust that when I am recording the episode All other things are being manifested at perfect time perfect space and perfect sequence to all the people I care about and to all the world see there is so much condition that I want to manifest before I do my while I do my episode Okay, one more condition. You're gonna laugh another boo-boo type of talking be with me here So all that I did was I set clear intentions in writing for the thoughts The feelings and the actions that match my core value.
Let's call it negotiable contract with my divine self So basically my negotiable contract with my divine self to accomplish this writing one episode I'm like missing funny funny for you, but remember that you procrastinate something It's not that you are procrastinating for the reason that you think it's not mostly the intellectual It is most of most often the emotional but then you have to train the emotional part, okay So the negotiable contract with my divine self was this that when I'm doing the episode I should be core connected. I should have the brilliant energy and I should be focused I should have the focus attention focus energy and I should have the feeling that all the things are being manifested at perfect time And space and sequence for the people I care about and the entire world, right? It's too much to ask the universe, right? But that's what it is.
That's my core value because I am very sensitive, right? So while meditating in the morning, I was automatically driven to just record one episode, okay? One episode now I want you to carefully listen to how I'm aware and naming each of myself, okay? This is a very good coaching tip coaching exercise for you all Intellectual Lolita was all about what topic to choose how to do it What do your listeners want to hear from you and yah yah yah yah How things should be should be you know what a very much would I put whatever so now that evolving Lolita shows up Evolving Lolita connects with the true self and the true self is as I explained before is pure love with no fear No judgment, okay?
So how does she connect with the true self by meditation by meditation? It could be breathing exercise in my case with breathing exercise I also write to my friends, I explain in other episodes so She connects the evolving self connects with the true self by meditating and is automatically driven to her written Negotiable contract with the divine self and to mention a few requirements of the contract that I quoted before When I'm recording I must feel connected to my core and I must feel assured that all other things are being manifested at perfect time space sequence To all the people concerned that I care about and also to the world, okay I do have the regulated feeling now and I'm having a clear state of mind Now comes my intellectual Lolita. Let's call it IL IL is asking the evolving Lolita EL what is the topic and what are the contents? EL has this curious child like mind to go scroll through the previous episodes of the podcast platform in anchor app He is more connected to her true self who does not judge who does not fear but is pure love now I L the intelligent Lolita peeps into same to EL evolving Lolita Since there has been a long gap you can just share your observations on what motivated you to start the podcast To begin with and what motivated you to keep going for today's episode That's all you need to share in today's episode EL evolving Lolita is very happy why because she needs the intelligent Lolita she needs the IL to collaborate with her IL is happy intelligent Lolita is happy why because she needs the evolving Lolita to give her Physicians with love and without fear and without judgment.
Isn't that a great marriage between IL and EL? There you go Let's come back to working on what IL wants right? So why did I start the podcast to begin with as I remember my 60th birthday motivated me to start a podcast to share my experiences I started on September 27. I just did it.
I got fascinated by the anchor podcast platform and recorded for 21 days straight My listeners motivated me to do more episodes Setting up self-motivated seven day or 21 day challenges drove me to plan for the episodes and record Completion of the seven day and 20-day challenges gave me fulfillment So when I stopped setting challenges to me I slacked I slacked in recording episodes But remember as I mentioned I had other events I had other family gathering during the Christmas holidays Marbury, Masm, events which I'm very committed to and I wanted to do it to desire and some unforeseen circumstances Etc to which I wanted to be present and was present and participated. I'm so I'm very happy about that I'm very glad I'm very fulfilled. I'm very thankful to God Why am I explaining all this and how does it matter to me or to you? After a long break if you have to start practicing an old habit or ritual which is meaningful to you, okay You may have your parts conflict.
One of my parts in the lecture Lolita IL was stuck on the topic and content of the episode On the physical plane let your IL or the internal Lolita be your right hand. Just imagine it's your right hand My evolving Lolita that looks for motivation with pure life pure love had to give permission to write and connect with IL On a physical plane let your EL or evolving Lolita be your left hand Look for all the thoughts all the feelings that come up the conversation between them Allow them to allow them to convert write it down if you want or say it aloud So when you allow them to connect they both are serving a purpose to exist remember you need your intellectual Lolita I need my intellectual Lolita. I need my wall. I just can't live with one I need them to collaborate and you help them collaborate and give a name to the collaborated version For me it was I EL intellectually evolved Lolita on a physical plane.
It is my folded namaste position Folded namaste position both these parts have integrated now Just bring your namaste position to your heart check how you feel and is there clarity in thinking? Can you take that one action step only to accomplish one task that you truly desire to do Avoiding what you don't want to think or don't want to do. Can you have that focused attention? Can you have that focused energy?
Can you trust that all other things are being manifested at perfect time space and sequence for the people you care about and the world? And you don't need to worry about that when you're doing that one task all these things can happen if you integrate your parts It is pretty intense, but I invite you to listen a couple of times to get your insight and apply it in your life Well, I wish you a fantastic day. I thank my collaborated intellectual intellectual evolving Lolita. Look at your name anything That's empowering to you for showing up to record this episode in a core centered way core connected way with a focused attention Focus energy and complete trust that all other things are being manifested at perfect time space and sequence for whom I care About and the world with that said I am signing off once again have a fantastic day.
Bye. Bye for now