He Renews My Soul

Four Days Before Malawi… And I Almost Gave Up.Four days before leaving for Malawi, the pressure hit.Last-minute responsibilities. Heavy thoughts. Spiritual warfare that felt personal.And for the first time, the question surfaced:“Maybe it’s time to quit.”In this vulnerable weekly update, Jeanelle shares the real battle behind preparing for missions — the mental resistance, the spiritual opposition, and the scripture that carried her through.From 2 Thessalonians 3:13 —“Do not grow weary in doing good.”To 1 Timothy 1:18 —“Engage in the battle.”This isn’t just about a trip.It’s about learning how to fight when your mind tells you to stop.If you’ve ever felt opposition right before stepping into something God called you to… this episode is for you.