healing

I was spending time with you but You were never spending time with me Watching from the background for everything I'd wonder what the hell was wrong with me Being with you is like watching my cat Chase a bug around a room You were so you I wonder did you ever watch me too Spending time with you was healing me I really loved your friends I loved your company And all the years before when I was lonely I was finally erasing while I was chasing You always had me over it was healing me I really miss your friends I miss your company And all the years before when I was lonely I was finally erasing while I was chasing you You were never here You were never here You were never You were always here You were always here You were always I was always here I was here I was always I was always there But you were never there (written 2022)