Healing is Not Pretty

When you commit to healing you don’t get to choose what that looks like because you relinquish control if healing is done properly. It’s vulnerable, naked, and scary when you do it God’s way. When you aren’t numbing the pain and you’re choosing to feel it all it can be crushing. Healing is so crushing that sometimes people marry the idea that they won’t be able to continue out without self-medicating and healing.