Heavenly Mother is in me

now I understand why I've had to go through hell in this earth coming out of the womb and why I've had to receive the rejection from every family member and the hatred from every job and Corporation and Company If I were ever work from and why every Supervisor was intimidated jealous and hated me without calls and why I've had to be fired from jobs for no reason and even though I was doing and superseding the job requirements and responsibilitiesI understand why every man has ever left me because he truly didn't have a heart for the most highI understand why I've had to endure some of the most horrific and Unholy situations being kidnapped molested locked in closings abandoned threatenedalmost died on multiple occasions even self-inflictedlife wounds because I almost joined the crowd against me against myself